way - scumbags. Self serving scumbags. You live to talk about him. He broke you in ways that cannot be fixed. I feel sorry for and laugh at you at the same time. The best thing that can happen to you is he runs again. It would give your life meaning. Maybe Elon will re-instate him on Twitter and you can go back to counting his tweets.
Get a hobby, go play with your kids or walk your dog. Get away from all things Trump, you may be a happier person.