I get that being a military defender has become a big part of your identity, but it doesn’t get to be used as a trump card by you whenever you get called on your support of horrific (and in this case illegal) policy support.
You see, we all have things that we do, its just that most of us don’t go parading it around.
I’d love to see your response in an operating room situation where someone’s life is on the line as they (for example) bleed out and you have to factor in multiple complex factors at once and then act correctly with precision or the person dies. You’d melt in a heartbeat. I quite seriously have had to handle “the shit hitting the fan” regularly for much of my career - I think that I handle it very well - suddenly, in the middle of the night with no one else to assist, sometimes after being up for 30 straight hours, And when it is someone like you on the table in need, don’t worry, you’ll have someone like me to save your pussy ass life, tough guy.