responsible American should be extremely concerned, if not outraged, by Trump's conduct...which is undeserving of a Public Servant, much less a President.
I don't expect you to flat out admit to your mistake in supporting this criminal, but at least take the facts and reality of it all into consideration and seek better Conservative candidates...ones who aren't afraid to work across the aisle with similar minded Democrats to craft legislation that serves the whole country while establishing firmer common ground...i.e. Dems like Sam Liccardo who has a record of doing just that (just Google his name to get to his website, and see all the issues and solutions he describes in areas that you've expressed concern about...e.g. Homelessness, Public Safety...Housing Costs, Affordability, etc.)