You are so immersed in hate that you just can't help yourself, even if it means that the country fails. You would rather see our country fail than Donald Trump succeed in bringing it back. Of course you blame him for the epidemic instead of the real source (China). Of course, you criticize EVERY SINGLE THING HE DOES OR SAYS. Of course you see those who voted for him as having responsibility (by your own admission on the Valhamma board, even your mother is in the group who of people who voted for him). But now, with a need to rally behind the elected president to fight our way out, you can't do it. In fact, you don't just sit by passively, you actively resist.
You meet every defintion of obsession and zealot. Removing Trump is your religious jihad.
You and those with similar obsession (for instance those on the staff of the NYT and the WaPo who fuel your hatred who fuel your hatred and guide it with lies, deceptive spin, and nonreporting of positive things) are the country's greatest obstacle to recovery. Your hate has consumed you, but America cannot let it consume the rest of us or we will fail.