I grew up in the Catholic church and have spent time around "Christians" like you. The ones who hide behind the bible are usually the biggest frauds. They hide more skeletons in their closet than anyone. I would think you fall into that category. You tweak the "word of God" to fit your narrative.
As far as the people strapped to a gurney, was God standing with their victims? They are strapped to a gurney for a good reason. I'm an eye for an eye type of person. People like you who champion being soft on crime is the reason the country is seeing huge crime spikes. But I can see the commercials now "Better Call Conor".
I feel for the people of the Ukraine. It's a screwed up situation but one we need to stay out of and no American should lose their life in that country.