heartbreaking game ever, maybe 1993 BC comes close. But that USC game started it and to this day I am in my body but always experience out of my mind levels with each and every game. I enjoy this season and the era I believe we are entering so much with the wonderful attitude of a positive kid that people who see me can't comprehend. I remember 90% of the games with such detail which I have spoken of before. I replay every loss which I believe I will not have to do so much anymore. I was terribly depressed after Ohio State loss last time but truly believed with the Freeman attitude that this year we would win every game after the debacle game. This coach is amazing to me in the hope he gives me. I loved Ara and the knowledge that we were truly America's team. With Holtz I thought he gave us an edge every game against brutal schedules. I gave Kelly more credit than so many of you do but I was wrong. I am completely confident in Marcus for the renewal dominance I anticipate. PSU is mostly make believe but they are actually legitimate this year. I can't wait for this game and hopefully justice prevails because we blew a lot of games we should have won against them particularly in 1981, 1983, 1987, 1990 and even in their national title years of 1982 and 1986.