Out of curiosity, do you avoid two-lane highways at all costs when a four-lane is available, even if it means a longer trip? Do you wear a helmet when you drive, if you drive? Do you meet or exceed the recommended cancer screenings each year? Do you perform self-exams? Are you diligent about avoiding the sun at peak daylight times if you have no sunblock on your face and body? Do you abstain from red meat?
As you've probably figured out, I'm listing things that are far more likely to kill you. 800,000 lives lost to a pandemic is tragic, but pales in comparison to pandemics/plagues that have attacked mankind in the past, but, frankly, people in the West were much tougher back then and far less apt to whine and panic. We had a pandemic in 1957/58 in the United States that claimed 100,000 lives, when our total population was about half of what it is now. There were no lockdowns or mask mandates. The sole focus of the federal government was to develop an effective vaccine, and they accomplished that, and the fact that you've probably never heard of that one illustrates what I wrote above about there being far fewer snowflakes back then. People just dealt with it. When you know things about history, you are less apt to place yourself among the sky is falling crowd and resort to histrionics and scapegoating of groups for something like a global pandemic. No group in our country is to blame for any of this and there are currently places in our nation where the vaccinated are experiencing higher rates of infection than the unvaccinated. It's called Mother Nature, and you should count your blessings everyday that you had the great fortune to be born where you were born and that something of such infinitesimally small risk to you constitutes the biggest risk that you perceive to your life. Try living in 80% of the other places on earth and see how your perspective changes on risks and life in general.