It's almost like comfort breeds a need to find grim dangers, even when grim dangers are barely present.
But yes, Jim, you sure have it rough, as do we all, living through this terror with the specter of viral death resting on every stranger's and every unvaccinated loved one's shoulders. What I would do if I were you would be too lock the doors and contort yourself into the fetal position and ruminate about slow viral death and what will happen in Trump is elected in 2024, at which point, life will be over. And do it wearing a mask, of course.